One Night

How much bitterness can your heart hold?
How much confusion can your words cause?
I feel confused, used, abused,
What happened to us?
Why must we fight?

One night of pleasure
A lifetime of regret
Rejection upon reflection
Anger and sadness caused by your words
The words of hate or maybe love
Only you will know

How could you be so cruel?
Hurt me so deep inside
You have judged me to no avail
Where will you go from here?

One night too many fights
Was it worth it I ask you now?
Was it worth it I ask myself?
Would I return to that night?

My answer is clear
Not for all the money in the world
What did I see in you?
What made me believe you were different?
You are not you are just another
Bitch waiting to walk all over me,

One night of pleasure
A lifetime of regret
Rejection upon reflection
Anger and sadness caused by your words
The words of hate or maybe love
Only you will know

This time I have changed
I will not lie down
I will not let you walk all over me
You have hurt me now there’s no going back
You have met your match.

One night too many fights
Was it worth it I ask you now?
Was it worth it I ask myself?
Would I ever return to that night?
(Not for all the money in this world)

© Ann Dempsey 2003


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Unrequited Love

Unrequited love the hardest thing to bear,
Unrequited love what really makes us care,

White haze across the fields,
Still there are trees without any leaves,
Overgrown hedgerows roll by,
People starting a new day,
Some ending a long day,

I love her she will never know,
She don’t know,
Someone loves me I’ll never know
I don’t know them nor do I love them,
Unrequited love hardest thing to bear
All comparisons considered
We must just learn to care.

Silent tears from a lost lover,
Triumphant laughter from a
Marathon runner
An evil cackle rings aloud
From the bully in the playground,

I love her she will never know,
She don’t know,
Someone loves me I’ll never know
I don’t know them nor do I love them,
Unrequited love hardest thing to bear
All comparisons considered
We must just learn to care.

Last breath taken from a dying man
First breath taken from a newborn child
Things never considered
Love and hate ever collide?
But how do we decide

I love her she will never know,
She don’t know,
Someone loves me I’ll never know
I don’t know them nor do I love them,
Unrequited love hardest thing to bear
All comparisons considered
We must just learn to care.

Who made us see these comparisons?
Who made us deep?
Who created shallowness?
Was it our own decision?
Or a higher power beyond comprehension!

I love her she will never know,
She don’t know,
Someone loves me I’ll never know
I don’t know them nor do I love them,
Unrequited love hardest thing to bear
All comparisons considered
We must just learn to care.

©2008 Ann Dempsey


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Hello all

Well firstly I apoligise for not having posted for a while my mind has not been on a poetry track.

But I have instead started writing a new short story hence the lack of postings i still have my book ongoing but more research is needed for that to continue so in the meantime i have been exercising my creativity on a short story path.

Today or tomorrow I should be able to post some more poetry for you all as my creativity starts to flow :)

Hope everyone out there is well.

Love to all
Annifer xx

Magic

What is this magic you project,
This intricate beautiful weave,
A web of fantastic emotion,
An array of colours invade my mind.

You are my lilac, my favourite,
Your voice is subtle yellow,
Your breath is sky blue,
Your laugh is pure gold.

Magic eminates from you,
I feel it coursing through my very core,
Warming my heart, heating the blood in my veins,
Comforting my soul, once again I can breathe.

© Ann Dempsey 2010


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Stuck Between Cashmere and Burlap

Soft as satin, feels like home,
I only know and feel your sound,
I do not know your touch,
Soft as cashmere am I nearly home?

Imagination plays the villain creating my reluctance,
What ifs graze my soul like burlap on skin,
No cashmere in sight to comfort my tormented imagination,
How do I know if this is safe?

Sarsenet on my skin, my heart,
Keeps me feeling safe with you,
Soft materials wrap me in them with your words,
Can you take me away give me freedom? Keep me safe?

I am lost between cashmere and burlap,
I am face to face with a crossroads in my being,
Soft or coarse, light or dark, love or like,
Wrap me in cotton a balance between my cashmere and burlap.

© Ann Dempsey 2010


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Random Update

Yes so I thought I would just write down how I am today lol, It's my 25th birthday on Saturday eeek! I had planned to go mad for it and have a mega celebration for managing to last quarter of a century.

That has not happened yet lol. I have arranged a bbq instead. With 2 friends and my family but it should be nice :). However looking at the weather report for saturday it says rain I really hope it is wrong! Traditionally though it does tend to rain on my birthday ever since I was 11.

So today I am feeling rather good, have some good research to help me get on with my book, although creatively I am having a blank day! More coffee and a workout might help my brain kick in though lol.

I do hope you are all enjoying my poetry some of it was written so long ago and is not overly great but got to share the good and the bad I feel. I appreciate any feedback you wish to give also as comments.

Hope everyone out there is good xxx

Black Heart

Could you feel the earth beneath you?
Could you see the sky above you?
Did you feel the air around you?
Did you feel my love surround you?
You could have been the one to save me

Love can never be the same
People change love, translate it for a perfect dream
Only love can break a heart
Only love can fix it again
Save me from the rigid chains of doomed love

Paint my heart with thick black paint
Never will my heart feel rich again
Never again will my heart be painted scarlet with love
Paint it black I will never go back
Tortured me burnt me cursed me

© Ann Dempsey 2005


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No More Games

Look me in the eye
And tell me you don’t care
Look me in the eye and lie
You’ve done it once you’ve done it twice
Just look me in the eye

It hurts so much to see you
To see you in this pain
Trapped inside a circle
A vicious one of games
You’ve woven a web of lies
A web that just won’t break

The lies you once told
Are coming back to haunt you
You can’t escape them now
You’ve left them far too late
You will realise with some time
Just how much you’ve done to hurt me
How much pain you’ve caused my heart

Thought you were the girl for me
Thought you were my perfect match
You played me for a fool
And I believed in you
What game will you play next
That was your last game with me
No more hurt
No more pain I’m taking no more shit
Especially from you

© Ann Dempsey 2004


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Imaginings

I imagine your lips, with the sweet taste of honey,
I imagine your skin, soft to the touch,
In your eyes I imagine I would see endless beauty,
Your hair, with the scent of cinnamon would stir my senses,
From your mind an understanding of all possibilities would comfort me.

© Ann Dempsey 2010


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Brighter Day

I see that you’re unhappy
I don’t know what to say
The way you’re talking to me
That sad voice those sad eyes
I see that you are hiding
Avoiding all the strain
The trials and tribulations that come from day to day

I know just how you’re feeling
I love you and I pray
Tomorrow hope will shimmer
From somewhere deep down there
Your heart is full of passion
But one you cannot share for fear
Of losing all that’s dear and oh so very near

We have so much in common
More than you’ll ever know
The more I fall in love with you
The more I want to share
The things I hide so deep inside
The things I never share

I’ve lived my life in fear and pain
I know its hard today
Just look out for tomorrow
To bring a brighter day.

© Ann Dempsey 2002


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